How can I stop this hunger? All my resolve, all my inner coaching and determination disappears when I walk into my kitchen after work. I want to eat. I’m doing better at curbing the carbs but the Sugar Jones is upon me.  Every time I tell myself, I’ll just eat ‘this’ and it’ll be gone and that’s IT.  Next time I go to the store and walk by the same crap I pick it up AGAIN. I know I can get my mind right, been there done that.  The trigger hasn’t snapped yet to fire off my absolute control over intake. I got the Wii Fit for Christmas and haven’t fully embraced that yet either. I’m weak. I’d rather sit at my computer and design my websites, watch my favorite TV shows or read a good book. My inner dialogue is improving, it’s voice becoming louder, my purpose more intent.

I’m taking baby steps, wings fluttering, head up, looking to heaven for the new me. The me that grows better each day, learns something new every day, makes new friends every day and sings her praises and gratitude every morning as I drive to the job I LOVE and Thanks her Gods and Guides for all I AM.  What ever I do, I do it WELL!

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